so i've been grounded for five months.. cool.

1. that old saying, how you always kill the one you love,
well, look, it works both ways - Fight Club

2. you were good in a way that I wasn't. you didn't have
to force yourself to be good. you just were -  Ironside 

3. there must be millions of people all over the world that
don't get love letters. I could be their leader - Charlie Brown

4. we don't like what we don't understand. in fact, it scares
us. - Beauty And The Beast

5. you are here becasue the outside world rejects you
- Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

6. the first time you fall in love it changes your life forever
and no matter how hard you try the feeling never goes away
- The Notebook

7. most people would rather be certian they're miserable,
then risk being happy - Robert Anthony

8. i know this illusion, sometimes anyway. When nothing
reminds me i forget. But when you walk in, you shine, and
then- all my world fades - falcondance

9. he was trying to speak calmly, but pulling great tufts out
of his mustache at the same time. He looked so dangerous
with half his mustache missing that no one dared argue
- Harry Potter And The Sorcerers Stone

10. i believe in looking reality straight in the eye and
deneying it -  Garrison Kellor

11. i always thought it'd be better to be a fake somebody
 than a real nobody - The Talented Mr. Ripley

12. No matter how much they love you, they want a tragedy
 - Marilyn Manson

13. people are screwed up in this world. i'd rather be with
someone screwed up and open about it then somebody perfect
and- you know ready to explode - It's Kind Of A Funny Story

14. love means holding holding onto someone just as hard as
you can because if you don't, one blink and they might disappear
forever - impulse

15. one good thing about music- when it hits you, you feel no
pain. so hit me with music, brutalize me with music - Bob Marley

16. do you ever get down on your knees and thank God you
know me and have access to my dementia - Seinfeld

17. it's a secret wanting-  like a song i can't stop humming. Or
loving someone you can never have - White Orleander

18. i imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so
stubbornly is because they sense once hate is gone, they will
be forced to deal with pain - James Arthur Baldwin

19. We always do this. For the same reason our children's
children's children's children will always  have war and famine
and disease. Because we love our pain. We love our drama.
But we will never ever admit that - Haunted

20. story of my life: i am so self-destructive, i turn solutions into
 problems. everything i touch, i ruin. i'm Midas in reverse
- Prozac Nation

21. i myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with
good intentions - Augusten Burroughs

22. and maybe you go to hell for the things you do. maybe you
go to hell for the things you don't do - Lullaby

23. you've learned all you need to know. now all you need to
learn is how to say goodbye - Homeward Bound

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back to the way things were earlier in the year. amazing..

1.
whether it's the best of times or the worst of times,
it's the only time we've got.
- Art Buchwald

2.
i want to think the world is getting better and better, but
really it's not. you want there to be some improvement in
people, but there won't be. And you want to think there's
something you can get done.
- survivor

3.
why won't they
leave me
alone?
don't they
realize I
have a
tinder heart
and a
paper body
and that
any spark
will turn me
straight to
ash?
- the realm of possibility

4.
you won't get anywhere unless you ask for it. then
if you ask for it and you don't get it, maybe it wasn't
worth having in the first place. some things are just
never meant to be, no matter how much we wish
they were.
- gilmore girls

5.
It's a basic truth of the human condition that
everybody lies. the only variable is about what.
the weird thing about telling someone they're
dying is it tends to focus their priorities. you
find out what matters to them. what they're
willing to die for.
- house

6.
remember those posters that said,
"today is the first day of the rest of
your life?" well, that's true with every
day except one: the day that you die.
- american beauty

7.
you know that when i hate you,
it is because i love you to a point that unhinges my soul.
- julie de lespinasse

8.
this is about you. you haunting me. the way a song stays
in your head. the way you think life should be. how anything
holds your attention. how your past goes with you into
every day of your life.
- lullaby

9.
people talk about the way disembodied spirits roam
the world with no place to park themselves, but all
i can think is that i am a dispirited body, and i'm sure
there are plenty of other human mollusk shells roaming
around, waiting for some soul to fill them up.
- prozac nation

10.
but what's real? you can't find the truth,
so you pick the lie you like best.
- marilyn manson

11.
telling a story is how we digest what happens to us. it's
how we digest our lives. our experience. you digest and
absorb your life by turning it into stories. other events-
the ones you can't digest- they poison you. those worst
parts of your life, those moments you can't talk about,
they rot you from the inside out. but the stories that you
can digest, that you can tell- you can take control of those
past moments. you can shape them, craft them. master
them. and use them to your own good. those are stories
as importent as food. those are stories you can use to
naje people laugh or cry or sick. or scared. to make people
fell the way you felt. to help exhaust that past moment for
them and for you. until that moment is dead. consumed.
digested. absorbed. it's how we can eat all the shit that
happens.
- haunted

12.
we can't be expected to leave the unhappy and
angry parts of ourselves at the door before coming
in. we all need to feel that we can bring the whole
of ourselves to the people who care about us.
- fred rogers

13.
one day can change your life.
one day can ruin your life. all
life is, is three or four big days
that change everything.
- riding in cars with boys

14.
i mean, if you're gonna purposly lose your mind,
you want to get it back some day. don't you?
okay, maybe not.
- impulse

15.
i was having a dream. i don't know what it was, but when
i woke up i had this aweful realization that i was awake. it
hit me like a brick. i didn't want to wake up. i was having
a much better time asleep. and that's really sad. it was
almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up
from a nightmare you're so relieved. i woke up into a
nightmare. life is a nightmare.
- it's kind of a funny story

16.
there is a kiss. one kiss that is earmarked as yours the
very moment you are born. it's out there waiting for
you and every day that passes, every week, every
month, you inch closer to that kiss. and when it's finally
in sight after all those years, you run. you race towards
it like it's life itself.
- pucker

17.
the truth. it is a beautiful and terrible thing,
and should therefore be treated with great
caution.
- harry potter and the sorcerer's stone

18.
stop being frightened. you only see a monster because
they want you to see monsters everywhere. they've
made you to look for monsters in every shadow,
ever coat hung on every door. as long as we keep
seeing monsters, we'll continue to need protection
and that's how other people get to control our lives.
- grant morrison

19.
don't you just take the past and put it in a room in a basement
and lock the door and never go in there? that's what i do. and
then you meet someone special and all you want to do is to toss
them the key and say; open up, step inside. but you can't because
it's dark. there's demons and if anybody saw how ugly it is..
i wanted to do that, fling the door open. just let light in and clean
everything out.
- the talented mr. ripley

20.
love doesn't exist.
that's what i'm trying to tell you guys.
and i'm not picking on love, cause
i don't think friendship exists either.
- wedding crashers

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school's almost out, so kinda happy? yes?

1.
teh question will be, when the time comes,
do you want to be saved?
- Captian Hook

2.
because nothing sucks worse than feeling alone,
no matter how many people are around.
-scrubs

3.
I'm going to base this moment on who I'm stuck in
a room with. it's what life is. it's a series of rooms
and who we get stuck in those rooms with adds up
to what our lives are.
- house

4.
i guess that's the upside of not being there
in the first place, right? nobody misses you
when you're gone.
- one tree hill

5.
i say never be complete.
i say never be perfect.
i say lets evolve.
let the chips fall where they may.
- fight club

6.
loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere.
- taxi driver

7.
well whatever you do, however terrible, however hurtful,
it all makes sense doesn't it, in your head? you never
meet anybody that thinks they're a bad person.
- the talented mr. ripley

8.
life is filled with goodbyes, a million goodbyes,
and it hurts every time.
- eve's bayou

9.
i think that sometimes we love people so much that
we become numb to it, because if we actually felt
how we really loved them, it would kill us. that doesn't
make you a bad person, it just means your heart's
too big.
- riding in cars with boys

10.
i want to stand as close to the edge as i can
without going over. out on the edge, you see
all kinds of things you can't see from the center.
- kurt cobain

11.
i ahve yet to figure out how to be completely happy,
because i'm not. i guess in time i will be happy, but
right now it's really hard to deal with what i have to
try to deal with.
- the perks of being a wallflower

12.
there will always be this deficit, this flabby remainfer
of self hanging over me, demanding more attention
than i and seventy-two other people put together could
possibly satisfy. what i wouldn't do to be alice, climbing
through the looking glass, taking one of those pills that
makes you small, so small. what i wouldn't do to be
less.
- prozac nation

13.
the only way to stop being bored is to do something
interesting. or criminal. these days it comes to the
same thing. let's do it now.
- grant morrison

14.
if you hang on to the past, you die a little each day.
- cape fear

15.
sometimes there's so much beauty in the world
i feel like i can't take it, like my heart's going to
cave in.
- american beauty

16.
love is but the discovery of ourselves in others,
and the delight in the recognition.
- alexander smith

17.
every generation wants to be the last. every
generation hates the next trend in music they
can't understand. we hate to give up those
reins of our culture. to find our own music
playing in elevators. the ballad for our revolution,
turned into backround music for a television
commercial. to find our generations clothes and
hair suddenly retro.
-lullaby

18.
you know, you'll get through this
you live each day one at a time
you live every day all at once
you live with the possibility of good-bye
you move on.
- the realm of possibility

19.
still, just one time, i'd like to prove i know something
better. i can do more then just cover up. the world
can be a lot better then we settke for. all you have to
do is ask.
- survivor

20.
a person is never as quiet or unrestrained as they
seem, as bad or good, as vulnerable or as strong,
as sweet or as feisty. we are thickly layered, page
lying upon page, behind simple covers. and love-
it is not the book itself, but the binding. it can rip us
apart or hold us together.
- honey, baby, sweetheart

21.
that was the thing. you just never knew. forever
was so many different things. it was always
changing, it was what everything was really all
about. it was twenty minutes, or a hundred
years, or just this instant, any instant i wished
would last and last. but there was only one
truth about forever that really mattered, and
that was this: it was happening.
- the truth about forever

22.
there is nothing like a beach to lift the
spirits: clouds and winging gulls and
turquoise blue to dazzle the eyes, cool
and sand between the toes, a creamy
petticoat-hem of waves to dance in.
- guitar highway rose

23.
she had the kind of voice that has something
more to it then just hitting the right notes,
something that makes you want to hear her
sing your favorite song the way she'd do it.
- hard love

24.
maybe we're not supposed to be happy. maybe
gratitude has nothing to do with joy. maybe being
grateful means recognizing what you have for
what it is. appreciating small victories. admiring
the struggle it takes simply to be human. maybe
we're thankful for the familiar thing we know. and
maybe we're thankful for the things we will never
know. at the end of the day, the fact that we have
the courage to still be standing is reason enough
to celebrate.
- grey's anatomy

25.
i'm not particularly concerned with whether or
not you like me, because i live to like you
and, and i can't like you anymore. so when
you're feeling real low and dirty don't look to
me to pump you back up cause maybe for
the first time in your life, i won't be there.
- pretty in pink

26.
for nothing, you get nothing.
- the bad and the beautiful

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yeah i suck. does anyone read this?

1.
i remember when i was a kid,
i used to dream of flying alot.
i guess most kids do.
you grow up, and all kinds of
hardship gets thrown
on your shoulders.
you don't dream of flying anymore.
- johnny depp

2.
We are all so used to releasing words. We don't know
what to do with them if they stay. Not on the walls. I'm not
talking about on the walls. I'm talking about what happens
when they stay with us. No matter how many times we let
them go, they come back. They words that matter always
stay.
- the realm of possibility

3.
Tragedy was part of our daily routine. But
through it all, I never understood the point
of being sad when I could choose to be
happy.
- Second Helpings

4.
People don't want their lived fixed. Nobody wants
their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions.
Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up.
Because what will they have left? Just the big scary
unknown.
- Survivor

5.
And it's not just real.
Daydreams of love.
They beg for an inch and take a mile.
We all become parodies of ourselves.
- Pete Wentz

6.
We're always going and going, and never asking
where. Did you ever hear of having more then you
wanted? So that you couldn't want anything else
then started looking for something else to want?
It seems like we're always searching for something
to satisfy us, and never finding it.
- The Outsiders

7.
An empty frame, in which the picture is always
changing, makes and statement about how
time is always passing. It doesn't really stop,
not even in a single image. It just feels that way.
- The Truth About Forever

8.
And I knew I'd have to pay for the lies sometime,
Mine and yours. Small and white thought they were.
- Hard Love

9.
What we fear most has already happened to us.
- One Hour Photo

10.
So you lie to yourself to be happy.
There's nothing wrong with that.
We all do it.
- Momento

11.
Some people say that you have to forgive and
forget. I dunno; I say forget about forgiving and
just accept.
- Grosse Point Blank

12.
I thought about Thomas Jefferson writing the
Declaration of Independence. Him saying that
we have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit
of happiness. And I thought how he knew to put
the 'pursuit' in there, like no one can actually have
happiness. We can only pursure it.
- The Pursuit of Happyness

i'm happy. i threw my blade out and i'm happy again. here's to spring break!

1.
what makes the difference between wishing and realizing
our wishes? lots of things, and it may rake months or years
for wishes to come true, but it's far more likely to happen
when you care so much about a wish that you'll do all
that you can to make it happen.
- Fred Rogers

2.
once time is lit, it will burn
whether or not you're breathing it in.
even after smoke becomes air
there is the memory of smoke.
i am seeing, as if by the light of a match,
a glimpse of my life
and having it feel right.
this will linger.
- the realm of possibility